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Asian must be really good violin players. Saw this Asian girl on the 14th street platform today. She might be the best looking subway performer I have seen. Actually, she looks like she just recently graduated from college, well educated, suffering from the lack of jobs in the art industry. I guess recession is that bad huh. I observed her playing for awhile, since I have been learning, trying to steal a technique or two. I realized that a lot of guys were giving her money. The look on her face tells me that she knows exactly why these guys are giving her money. Because of her spaghetti straps top and bootie shorts bottom, and her look of confidence. She wasn't a bad violin player at all. She was playing like a stop motion robot, the movement of her head and arms synchronizing with the sound of music. Like a tiny violin player in a musical box. The N train came, and I hopped on.

My violin teacher is also Asian.

Ways to stalk me/what I have been up to recently:
You can find me almost every weekday after work at the NYHRC, obsessively doing freestyle front-strokes swimming. Each day I am realizing more and more how useless my lungs are.

You will see me in Wsburg/Bushwick this weekend at some shows probably.

Finished reading "Everything is Illuminated." One of the best books I have read in life. Will probably reread it sometime soon.

You will probably find me at Strand on Broadway these couple of days trying to pick a new book to read.

Just listened to Cymbals Eat Guitars's Tunguska. Good song. Tho so far the only song I like from that band.

Currently listening to The Smith Westerns.

I will listen to a series of Talking Heads and Beat Happening next.

I got promoted at work today. Something that I did not look forward to but essential and necessary to happen. It needs to happen in order for me to advance. Within this company or another. Tho web surfing and gchatting the day away is mindless and relaxing. It is a waste of my time doing so everyday.

Getting that haircut Wednesday.

Shout out box:
Needs someone to go shopping with me at Beacons. Or go shopping period.

CSI: New York

David Carradine, was found dead in Thailand, in a suite at the Swissotel Nai Lert Park hotel. Polices are still investigating the cause of his death. He was discovered in the closet of his hotel suite, with a rope around his neck, naked, hung dead. Pretty scary. Like I always said, you don't mess around in Thailand. You don't mess with the people either. Been there once, and never wanted to go back again. Something about that place that makes me agitated. A lot of people go there because it's a drug paradise. A lot of white people in particular. None of the posts have openly report any adverse assumptions of his death. But a lot of people are already speculating that his death was a result of auto-erotic asphyxiation. A form of sex play that involves the participant temporarily cutting off the supply of oxygen to the brain to heighten the effects of a sexual climax.

me: scary, I say its a murder

Kaela: I think it was autoasphysiation or however you spell it
erotoaspysxtiation lol

me: its more interesting if it was a murder

kaela: well its interesting enough

me: true. and sad.

My aunt's almost to be fiance' also died in Thailand. He's unquestionable, a white American guy. Overdosed on cocaine. I was still young when I heard the news. It was pretty devastating. I had spent a quality amount of time with him before his death. Maybe it's because of that, I have ever since hated cocaine. I've hated it so much that I said I would never do it. And I had a biased point of view with people associating with it. Cocaine and Thailand. Of course, I no longer behave that way. I still hate the drug, but I don't mind the people associating with it. It's their choice. Maybe they will think I'm lame for not doing it, but I don't need coke to make me cool.

kaela: people are into weird shit
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Furry_fandom#Sexual_aspects
http://gawker.com/5278749/china-confirms-nothing-happened-20-years-ago-today umbrellas of mystery!!

me: that's so Sasha Grey. Pig noses porn! of course, also the perfect candidate to promotes AA's upcoming arse-less tightssss